Open Question: Im in a desperate psychological situation(not a pity im gonna kill myself trip)?

Well, this Lige Si … I suffer from depression and attention deficit hyperactivity disorder AXiety .. at the same time … sometimes I get angry, sad fell very depressed over anxiety and happiness … well everything, really everything from work to undermine from I can not …. I am learning to enjoy my life, I have a problem 10 years …. what can I do despair of this chat room, I would like to live, but I have been doing …